Daily Archives: July 11th, 2008

Accidental abortion.

It’ll haunt me until I die.

“Even if you weren’t sure, it was yours?”

I never wanted to have a child, but fuck all mighty, when Milena told me, I was the proudest, most… . 

Still am.

Had to tell her. At first. That. I couldn’t support her. Our baby. We. But then it made sense. 

Only maybe just not now.

Then you did that awful thing, Milena.

A car crash.

How could I get myself into this, get out of this mess? 

Oh, Milena knows, let’s kill whatever Husten is not comfortable with.

 

Oh, Husten knows, let’s kill whatever Milena is so happy with.

How could I get myself into this, get out of this mess? 

A car crash.

Then you did that awful thing, Milena.

Only maybe just not now.

Had to tell her. At first. That. I couldn’t support her. Our baby. We. But then it made sense.

Still does.

I never wanted to have a child, but fuck all mighty, when Milena told me, I was the proudest, most… .  

“Even if you weren’t sure, it was yours?”

It’ll haunt me until I die.

Accidental abortion.