Monthly Archives: September 2009

A: So then, how is this gonna work? California?

H: That looks like a bullet hole.

A: I know you did some crazy things in America … but guns?

H: Yeah, I am still in California mode.

A: Your room is fine. Just a knock. Doesn’t look like a bulle …

H: Fuck off. Leave me some imagination.

H:

A: Bless.

H: Don’t. My own doing. Choice.

Boy: Buddy, buddy, buddy …

H: I know.

Boy: The strange thing is, I am not worried about you.

H: Coz I am not worried about myself.

A: Tell me about K.

H:

Boy: Bless.

H: Stop this blessing thing you two got going, will ya?

A: She is not like me, is she, Husten?

H: That’s the nastiest thing someone has told me in the last 20 years.

Boy:

H:

A: Don’t give each other those looks. He’s being the drama queen, like he always is.

Boy: Seen this room?

H: Don’t.

People assume things.

Quite rightly so. So it seems. So I have heard.

The standard of Fall On Me needs to improve.

V M Husten is very aware of that.

It’s gonna take a while, he thinks. He that calls himself V M Husten. To. Get back in the swing of things.

Get it right again.

Rhythm and all that. Writing style. Subject matter.

K is not A.

On so many levels.

Gonna need some time to work this one out.

At this moment in time. Feel. Like.

I will never get there.

But then again. Felt like this in the beginning of A.

But.

At this moment in time. Feel. Like.

I need to be loved.

And.

At this moment in time. Feel. Like.

I am not getting any.

Love.

Which is pathetic.

I don’t like writing about me.

Which is pathetic. I know.

Fall On Me. V M Husten. All about me.

A sign: not wanting to write. About.

Of how low I am feeling right now.

I am staying in this supercheap hotel right now.

Right now.

And I am thinking.

Right now.

Not how low I have fallen.

Right now.

But.

What a racist I am.

Most ppl. Sharing this hotel. Are Arabs.

And.

Some.

A couple.

Were trying to be nice to me.

Why don’t you go and kill somebody?

I thought. Take your 15th Century backward religion and shove it up … .

Yup.

That’s what I thought.

But. Never showed.

Just smiled.

People assume things.

Quite rightly so. So it seems. So I have proven.

The standard of Fall On Me needs to improve.

V M Husten needs to improve.

.

So.

Yeah.

Met somebody.

Far, far away.

I like.

A lot.

More than a lot.

Even.

If it’s.

San Francisco.

Met somebody.

Far, far away.

Not as easy. Is it?

Even if.

Nevermind.

Love me.

Unconditionally.

Just.

Love me.

Wherever you are.

Whoever you are.

I need it right now.

Badly.

Desperately.

Just.

Love me.